||[Nov. 2nd, 2006|10:43 pm]
Saw my SAT score...still not good. I don't know what the fuck it is about that test. It doesn't make sense that I score good on the ACT and never score above 1000 on the SAT. It always seems so much easier. Maybe I'm not taking the shit right or something....fuck it, not taking it again.
I just want to submit the scholarship finally and wait to see if I get the scholarship. I have no idea what it's leaning towards. It'd be so nice to get it.
I'm reading One Of Us by Jack Ruppert. It's about the training of Marine officers through Officers Candidates School (OCS) and The Basic School (TBS). It's really interesting. After that I'm reading One Bullet Away by Nathaniel Fick (USMC Retired), also about the training of Marine Corps officers.
Life is pretty shitty. Work is okay...kind of boring already though. Today was the last day of cross country which offically leaves me nothing to do after school. I'll probably still go run 4 or 5 miles a day and I might be joining dive team (HA!)
Still no friends outside of school. It's weird...I don't have any clique I fit into at all haha. I dress nice, but I'm not a prep. I'm athletic, but I'm not a jock. I love music, but I'm not a goth idiot or an emo fool. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs, so that rules me out of a lot of weekend things.
I really don't mind when I think about it. Every day, all I think about is how close I am getting to finally leaving here and starting my dreams.
I cannot wait.